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2010-06-25T00:22:00.001+08:00

In the state of hell.

2010-06-18T23:08:00.001+08:00

I bloody love this picture!

2010-06-18T23:08:00.000+08:00

2010-06-15T23:35:00.003+08:00

Like an idiot, why didn't I know?
Like an idiot, why did I let you go?
Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly
I know now
My love is only you

Even if my eyes look for you
Even if my heart pressures me
I didn't believe that it was love
I believed that I was lonely and had to lean on you

Like an idiot, I've just found out now

Part of the lyrics from a korean song(translated)
Damn nice!!:D
It's from the drama personal preference/taste.
Chionging the drama now.. starting of ep 13 now..
Life getting packed up with more important stuff.

BBBBBBB.

2010-06-13T17:17:00.002+08:00

I shall post, when i have nothing to do, which is NOW!
Hahaha, shit i pon tuition,thought mother wont scold.
In the end i came back too early, like 5pm.
Then she realised=.= Cos my tuition ends at 5.
Basket, then scold me. wadeva, i tried to call her, but she nvr ans.
So.. yeah, spoils me whole day la.
Basket, and i hate bloody tuition. So damn boring, so damn shit.

A new post.

2010-06-11T06:36:00.000+08:00

I can't sleep.
where're you?

Blogging is boring

2010-04-29T23:11:00.002+08:00

Or rather.
Blog is boring.
Hmm, i wonder how wonderful ppl like xiaxue posts such interesting stuffs.
But anw, im just a little too tired of blogging.
Life's so difficult.
AND I HATE CHINESE.
CHINESE LANGUAGE.
I hate everything about it.
Seriously, i would rather be learning any other freakin language other than chinese.
screw you.
Had fun today, gna die tmr. So...good luck.
And too many things happened too fast.
I cant think.

Closing line.

2010-04-16T19:27:00.003+08:00

Damn long nvr post liao..
Ai, i dun like to blog nowadays, so sian.
Plus, im damn freakin busy these past few months..
Gosh, its like, netball study eat sleep.
The 4 essentials to survive..
Zzz, now its finally over, everything's so.. relaxed.
It shouldnt have ended so early man.
Top 4 is gone, bloody hell=.=
Haiz, no top4, no kick.
Duno wad to blog liao.
So retarded, maybe tmr going out(bluff mother got training)
& gna get piercing soon!

WTF?

2010-04-13T19:48:00.001+08:00

FML.
F you bitch.

I can do better.

2010-04-12T21:38:00.000+08:00

Uh, yeah you can do it

I didn't give a damn what you say to me
I don't really care what you think of me
Cause either way you're gonna think what you believe
There's nothing you could say that would hurt me

I'm better off without you anyway
I thought it would be hard but I'm OK
I don't need you if you're gonna be that way
Because with me, it's all or nothing

I'm sick of this shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of this shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]
I hate you now
So go away from me
You're gone, so long
I can do better, I can do better
Hey, hey you
I found myself again
That's why you're gone
I can do better, I can do better

You're so full of shit
I can't stand the way you act
I just can't comprehend
I don't think that you can handle it
I'm way over, over it

I will drink as much lemoncello as I can
And I'll do again and again
I don't really care what you have to say
Cause you know, you know you're nothing

(I'm so sick)
I'm sick of your shit, don't deny
You're a waste of time
I'm sick of your shit, don't ask why

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
What'd you say
I told you so
You know that
Cause I always know
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
I am so
Sick of you
You're on my nerves
I want to puke
Get outta my face
Hey hey
You're not my taste
Hey hey
Hey hey
Hey hey

[Chorus X2]

Sad.

2010-04-07T09:24:00.001+08:00

we need a damn miracle.
PLEASE.

2010-04-06T22:59:00.001+08:00

Hmm.. we're in top 8 now.
Its one step closer to top 4.
But looking at the draw,
its gna be damndamndamndamndamn super tough.
Let's see.
We have sports sch, rgs, and nanyang.
Wtcrap right?
Screw this draw sia. =.=

Fight for this love.

2010-04-05T20:19:00.002+08:00

Fight for this love is nice!
And in a way, meaningful.
But, for now..
We should change the love to a ball.
So we're gonna fight for this ball, or rather, this match.
Yeah, its super important.
We know how far we can go.
Just minimize mistakes, focus, and go all out.
Of course, there would be some form of nervousness.
After all, who wins will get into the next round.
I'm sure the other sch would also be fighting their hearts out tmr.
The team that treasure the ball wins.
The team that focus fully wins.
The team that fight till the end wins.
Yeah, its tried and bloody proven.
Nhnb,FTW.
Fight hard, play hard.
WIN.

BOO.

2010-03-31T08:58:00.001+08:00

Having ICT right now..
Cant see any thing cos im not wearing my specz =.=
And to those dickheads.
Can you pls stfu ?!
Bloody hell..
Match tmr, meet at clementi at 7.30/boonlay at 8.

This is shit.

2010-03-29T19:25:00.002+08:00

Boo.
Today was so - so..
At some parts of the day, i was pissed.
But forget it, i have to focus on nationals tmr!
We must prove those who think we are not THAT good okay.
Oh, and if we make you SOOOO embarrassed that you cant't show your face to the world.
Please do not appear.
=.=, crazy bitch siahhhh.
Nvm, happy belated birthday to heather!
I can't wait for E.learning day and Good Friday!
Should be going on on both days..
ohhh yeah, after nationals, i wna go pierce my top part there, idk wad shit is that lah.
Blame it on my lousy vocab, im not that good in EAR part TERMS.
Hahaha, and maybe, i wna pierce my tongue.
Cos its like damn freakin cool and it looks painless.
Hehe, but i dun think i will...but i still wan.
Blah, tmr with seng kang.
Eat, Sleep, Dream Netball

Chapter 2, new start.

2010-03-26T20:49:00.002+08:00

LOL AMERICAN PIE DAMN FUNNY!
Super retarded..
Anw, tmr having training and.. PHOTOSHOOT.
Haha, nope im not famous, its a family potrait actually.
Boohoo,idk wad to wear.
Maybe my thousand year old white shorts that i love.
:D Hope it'll be fun tmr...
Yeah, and sunday!
Woo hoo, joey's coming to my tuition!
Counting down to heather's b'day.
Boo!

Can i just fck myself upside down?

2010-03-24T20:29:00.002+08:00

It was another disappointment.
Wad the fuck is wrong with me.
We lost because of me .
Because i didnt run.
Because i didnt throw properly.
Because i didnt try my best to intercept.
Im sry Nanhua C' div.
Nevertheless, dun get our hopes down.
We dun wna just play 3 matches.
So just put all our fckin strength in the dunman match.
And we must.

#260

2010-03-23T20:19:00.001+08:00

SUPER TIRED..
Bloody, make me wait for the bus until i almost sleep.
I hate chinese! shitty crap sia.
Tmr having nationals first match.
I hope we can play our game !

Got a diary!

2010-03-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Today was so tiring !
Bleahs, super full somemore. \:
heh, my mum is super retarded!
Anw, bought i diary that i rly like.
V plain but i love it.
Gna blog lesser i guess(:

Day after day,

2010-03-20T20:08:00.003+08:00

everything gets boring.
AISH.
Even going out is boring,wth.
I wna go netball trip sia! shit man.
Looks like we just lost the chance to go.
Bloody hell):
Today's training made my thigh pain like duno wad!
Alr so pain still must sprint so much=.=
Basket..Nvm, when we train, we improve.
We must fight hard for nationals!!!
And not regret anything we do...

Having a pile of homework on my table,
and im just staring at it...
Too tired to think and write man.
I shall chiong tmr (:
OH. and today, i saw this HOT SJI guy.
Omg, he vry shuai plus hot!
:DDDDDDD, today i v guai, come home early.
Nvr go out..Actually wanted to go orchard one.
But seriously, too exhausted.
Im so busted.
& i decided, to focus on things that are important.

Slacked for whole day.

2010-03-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

Today was also slacker day..
Went to sch in the morning to do some hw and support the bballers..
Zzz, finished my maths!
But i still got DAMN DAMN DAMN alot of stuff haven do.
ESP THE BLOODY CHINESE. holy shit.
Bballers played with ping yi and east spring .
Think they won all..
And Taiwan was damn ZAI!
Heh, left at 1 ..
took bus to mrt and mrt to bugis.
Quite boring alr leh.
Went there cos nisha wan buy hp strap and mask.HEHAHO..
But quite boring, ILUMA DAMN BORING..
Zzz, went home early today..
Watched finish you are beautiful.
Tmr i think training i will die.
Both thighs aching like duno wad shit\:
SAVE ME.

All good things come to an end.

2010-03-17T11:07:00.002+08:00

Do bad things come to an end as well?
Maybe?
Still cant seem to totally forget about that stupid match.
Damn, nvm i will try my best to (:
Ytd's training was shit!
Esp the running and dodging one, i almost died=.=
Plus, the invisible chair and holding the ball infront without bending arms.
Super tiring.
Then had to do this drill for duno how long, then cant drink water..
Say want to train our mentality.
And then the agility steps also.
But we were not as bad as the other schools i guess :X
I see them run i also wan to die.
Heh, after training, went back to sch and then bugis!
Took damn long to drag them all the way there.heh.
Then eat duno wad bishamon ramen or wadeva.
Ordered one extra, but still ate it in the end..
Went to walk around...
Then played " hide and seek" at Iluma..
Went to the arcade at the higher level one.
Cos the ppl let us play in our netball tee.
walao the women below dun let us top up our bloody card.
So we went up to top up and then go down to play again.
Then halfway the stupid man say this is ure last game, then we went up again..
Spend finish all the money in the card, then went to buy hp strap,then mrt home .
Haha, quite fun.
Later meeting heather again go orchard:D
& I've never forgotten about my whole pile of hw waiting for me !!
Crap.

We lost, but we ain't givin' up.

2010-03-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

It was super freakin disappointing.
The last whistle went off, and we cried.
Not of joy, but of disappointment.
I felt like jumping down the bloody place and die.
It was in our damn hands, and we just let is slip past.
GODDAMN IT.
SO WE LOST.
AND WE GOT SECOND.
AND WE CRIED.
AND WE MADE MANY PPL DISAPPOINTED.
But things will change.
I still believe in that.
As long as there's still a chance that we can prove it to others.
We can do it, we will get into nationals top 8 and create history.
Anw.. after the bloody freakin shit match, went back to sch.
After that went to vivo with clara and nisha to buy stuff to make their oniguiri or sth
Went to nisha's house at around 6.45..
The freaking hill was steep and we had to carry loads of stuffs..
But we still made it anyway.
Cooked the rice and stuff..
Stayed there to make the thing till 11 pm.
Supposed to reach home and 9 plus,HAHA.
But anw clara's mum fetched me home, so not that bad..
Super tired, didnt bathe and went to sleep.
XD.

Today morning woke up late.
Bathed anyway, then rush rush rush.
In the end reach bukit batok at 6.50..
Then jam jam jam until we reach WCP at 7.45
It was still raining though.
Then duno wad after a while then the whole thing screwed.
So everyone can go home.
We went to orchard..13 ppl in total, super retarded.
Haha, went to watch alice in wonderland.
Quite cool, i kinda cried.. but nobody noticed!
muahaha, thats why i sat on th floor instead of the chair..
After movie slacked at the heeren macs there..
Then walk walk walk, until like 3.45, then went to tiong play bball..
Me ber left at 5.10 i think.
Then walk to tiong, drink bubble tea, and slack around.
Took mrt to je then 97 back from there.
Still super tired.

AND SUPER SUPER DISAPPOINTED.BLOODY HELL.

Charge your batteries, cos its gna be energy seeping!

2010-03-06T19:26:00.002+08:00

No matter how much energy is used up, we still have that little bit of back-up energy.
And we will fight till that battery is totally used up.
Forget about everything, except for what is essential for the game.
We must not give up like what we did the other round.
We will not be complacent ..
We are gna win like we're losing.
We want double champs.
Not one champ, one runner up; or bothe runner ups.
Ignore those supporters who are there to distract you,
and the damn big banner with some gay words on.
Yeah, super retarded...but just, give ure best (:

Today had training..
Supposed to be at kallang but then changed to tkss cos kallang fully booked.
We, greenview, and the singapore national team were there..
OH, and i saw my sis's coach again.
Haha, gorilla man! (:
Went for tuition at 3.30.
Almost lost my wallet at lunch,went back to the place to get it back.
Heh, yeah thats bout it.
Im still waiting for tuesday.
Being prepared is the essence to winning!
& tell ourselves.
Ppl might be getting many 2nds, many 3rds, and 4ths.
But we dun wan to get what ppl got.
Cos 1000 of 2nd,3rd,4ths is nvr comparable to 1 first.
Let's surprise them, and enjoy our game .

REMATCH.

2010-03-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

The moment has arrived.
No. actually its arriving in 4 more days.
If we really want to prove that we can do it,
we must seriously focus.
If not the rematch is redundant.
Our opponents are fast, but we will be faster(if we give our best)
Our opponents are strong, but we are stronger.
Our opponents have straight wins, and lets break their momentum.
We will not be complacent.
We will play with a good attitude and good mentality.
We believe that we can get what we want.
We're gonna break down these walls.
& break through all obstacles .

Today match with mgs..
Wa sai, i seriously screwed up like duno wad kind of shit sia.
Super pissed at myself, and some ppl ..
That wasn't our damn game man...
But forget it, its alr the past.
Focus should be on the future.
Tmr's training at kallang, i think i will train until die.
Esp. when i think that bok will make us do pt or sth cos we played like ****!
But, tmr's training is very, very important.
so must focus! Idc if i die or wadeva.
Just train until i die, or sth?haha.
Retard. and i got 25 for freakin chinese.
JUST PASS WTF.
i dun wan study alr next time.
Freakshow.

We fight like the wind!

2010-03-04T19:23:00.005+08:00

Today was super happy for me..
Haha, firstly, my geog got A1!
Gosh, its like a freakin shock for me.
I bet mdm poon must be like, WAH.
Lol, bernice also got 22!
Woohoo, both v. happy.
OH yeah, before that got scolded by chan for coming late in class.
Joanna damn funny lah, still say mdm poon arh...nvm!
Slept during acc, damn tired.
End of sch, slacked and ate lunch..
Me and heather went toilet to take pics.
Freakin retarded but fun ..
At 4pm, went to support the bball friendly with guang yang..
Hahaa, damn exciting can!
AND THE TANGLIN REFEREE WAS DAMN HOT.
Hahaa, marvin shot in the deciding goal.
And they won! hahaha, damn cool sia!

Went to play street after that..
Vry fun also, until that crazy heather hiong until injured.
Lucky its not rly injured,just shock.
Heh, tmr's match is important to us!
And the one on tuesday is MUCHMUCH more important.
LET's GO!

We must do it!

2010-03-03T17:37:00.004+08:00

There were a few prize presentations this morning..
To be honest, im quite jealous that they actually won 2nd.
To me, its possible that we might get 2nd.
But thats not what we want, we want 1st!
Hahaha, but if we get 3rd or 4th is damn lao kui.
Of course, we don't want that..
Gosh, im gna chiong all the way for MGS match!
Oh, and we got back e lit and chem results.
E lit okok, CHEM SUCK LIKE SHIT.
I have never gotten so low for my stupid sci.
Aish! nvm, i shall try again next time.
Had short training, then went to mos to slack and talktalktalk.
Damn funny, hahaaaaa. talked bout retarded stuffs.
Back home and not gna do anything.

Oh yeah, my stupid black hair dye is coming out!
Hooray ? or not..
Zzz, ltr i have to waste my damn 10 bucks to RE-colour my stupid hair...
Basket, idc if it really becomes obvious, its not my fault.

Semi-finals, we MUST have a rematch.

2010-03-02T20:53:00.002+08:00

My priority is netball, not studies.
So... i will not let my sucky marks spoil my mood.
Heh, even though i failed history, im still quite happy?
Actual fact is that i forget to write down the ans for mcq questions so fail.
That proves that im actually not a failure, to me.
Maths got 32, i think.
So-so lah, not that bad i guess.
Im interested in chinese marks! but kieu nvr come again..sian diao.
Today left class at 9.30, damn shuang.
MISS ART. muahaha i dun have to see that women's face=.=
Match with BP gov high at 12.
Won by three only, thats like damn close?
Next match, which is semi finals, is with MGS.
Let us decide our destiny?Hahahah.
Shall see on that day itself.
But no matter what.
I wanna have a rematch with nanyang!
BADLY.

Ohmy.

2010-02-27T19:27:00.002+08:00

Tuesday is like nearer by one day.
So lame, but its still nearer anyways..
I still have to chiong integrated sci essay WTF.
Argh, i thought this weekend is vry happy.
But i dont think it is after all, excluding today.
My mum is pissed at my dad.
I think my dad is really too..
And, i have to go tuition tmr.
& i wanted to go gym with heather and her friends but she cant.
So, sucks.
I dont even think im getting my freakin new phone anywhere soon.
F man!!!OH. and i have to hand in essay by tmr.
And i have to study chem.
It all equals death.
But what keeps me going is somehow the bp match.
I have the urge to play with them.
The sooner the better.
we must we can we will, is stuck in my head.
Lamef.
Today's training was WTF-ing tiring.
I was perspiring like mad !
Its like non-stop training.
Gosh, but its all worth it.

We must trust it.

2010-02-26T21:32:00.003+08:00

But seriously, it works..
Today's game was quite y'know... So-so.
Not vry good, not vry bad..
Played GD for two quarters, GA and C for one.
Quite fun lah,hahah.
Oh, and our seniors match was damn exciting!!
They won Nanyang!!! OMG.
I feel damn happy sia.
Great job man..
Yeah, important match on tuesday.
I believe that we must, we can, and we will.
With determination, and concentration.
And a bit of luck .

We fought hard.

2010-02-23T20:56:00.003+08:00

Today, we had a game.
It's difficult, but we made it to the other side.
When the last whistle went off, time froze.
And then tears of joy overcame the whole situation.
We fought hard, we were determined.
Apart from a handful of silly mistakes from me.
I guess it was pretty good.
But it wasn't the time for us to think that we are good enough.
It was the time for us to think that we Can be better.
The upcoming matches are so damn important.
Esp. the one with bukit panjang.
I believe we can make it through with a bit of confidence,90% hardwork,& 9% of concentration.
We did it before, let's do it once again.
And show to others that we are not gonna go only this far, but much further.
Nhnb c'div 10."cos these things will change when the walls fall down".
We can,we must,we will.

Hearts burst into fire.

2010-02-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

I can feel that power.
Like there's gna be a big burst.
We will prove that we can do it.
We can,must,will.
Thats all i have to say.
IF we are all contributing, there should not be a problem.
We fear no more.
So yeah, and i have to rush for my integrated sci. essay!
Lucky my sis helped me to understand the whole thing better :D
Wee, i shall start on it tmr.
... when hearts burst into fire.

Training at kallang.

2010-02-20T18:12:00.004+08:00

Woke up late to meet nisha, again.
Haha, was supposed to meet her at macs at 6.30 but went there at 7.15.
Didnt eat breakfast thought, cos was v full..
Took a bus to sch..
And then a bus to kallang nc.
Bok was there.
Coach came shortly after .
Did the normal stuffs, and some throw in stuff.
After that had to play with seniors,
as an extra.haha.
quite fun to play, a bit tiring also..
Then when i play GA, it was damn screwed.
Lol, i couldnt catch ball.
OH, and when i attempted to shoot, it went UP and down like a st. line.
Basket, damn embarrassing, i was like, oh shit!
Saw mr loh(ex netball in charge) in knc!Such a coincidence ..
His p. sch, st hilda's got carnvial there.
Talked a bit, then bade farewell.hahaa, still as nice.

HAd a bus back to sch.
Then from there, went to mos for lunch, and then took bus 166 to vivo.
Slacked.Ate.Talk.
Hahah, bused back at like 5.15.
Ltr going cousin's house?
Should i ? or should i just STUDY FOR CT.

He was pretty funny, pretty nice.
Im not sure where we're heading.

Law of attraction.

2010-02-18T18:32:00.004+08:00

Fixtures for the 2nd around are out alr!
First match is with Rv high.
Yes, i think we can do it.
In the law of attraction, u attract what you think,
and what you feel.
And thats what i think, i think we can do it.
And we will get it.
Just do our best .
Anw, training on saturday at kallang..
Seniors are coming too.
That'll be the last coach training before the first match of 2nd round.
Treasure it(:

2010-02-18T18:32:00.001+08:00

CNY "out" 3 - U piss me off.

2010-02-16T20:07:00.004+08:00

When i woke up, had a bad headache ..
Like wth lah.
Somemore the sun was like shining into my eyes,
which made it even worse.
Still got ready for the outing nevertheless.
But when it was about time to leave, i couldnt make it.
So i didnt go.
Oh, and then the day after that was SOO GREAT.
First some "friend" of mine called me and scolded me for not making it.
It's not my fault that they did not go cos i didnt go.
Bastard-ness.
Then i wanted to eat lunch, and they didnt leave soup for me.
GREAT , i was alr damn pissed and they piss me off somemore.
So i was freakin pissed.=="
Yeah, this whole day is screwed.
Like wtf? Everything's my fault lah.
Stupid. Real stupid.

When they found something better in life,
they just screw you up.

But nvm, i forgave everything alr.

I thought, it was gna be diff.

2010-02-15T21:54:00.002+08:00

Today was quite sian diao ..
Went to like two houses today, and its the same relatives..
So no hongbao, boohoo):
Heh, so money face right.
From 1-6 stayed at my er jiu jiu's house.
To eat and gamble..
Played blackjack.
At first was winning, then i started losing .
Basket, in the end lost 25 bucks..
Zzz, so stopped and went to play another game..
There, i won like 22 bucks..hehe.
So heart not so pain luh..
Around 6.20 went to susie's house.
She's my sis friend.
House damn freakin big man, still got priv. swimming pool!
Damn cool sia..
Aiya, i thought can see hot guys over there but dun have.
So vry boring also, LOL.
Tmr going out to watch movie with friends..
I think im gna flunk my first common test.
Bad start for the year!

"I thought you were something diff.
But you weren't
Luckily i did not do it out of desperation."
*Seriously, like WTF?

CNY eve.

2010-02-13T15:46:00.003+08:00

Today's so slack..
At home doing nth, i should have done my hw.
But seriously, no mood.(:
Heh, and ytd i had the weirdest dream !
Shall no share, cos its kinda stupid..
Ltr going out for dinner at night, but dk wad to wear.
Zzz, anyway i wear wad crap also v ugly ..
Tuesday maybe going out to run with frida they all.
Shall see.

Only you know me ...

2010-02-12T18:03:00.002+08:00

Today was quite boring luh..
The cny celebration got some damn funny, some boring..
Zzz, luckily, got that stupid clara and nisha over there acting retarded!
If not i'll be bored to death!
Hahaa, oh yeah got some valentine's day notes and sweets and stuff.
But obviously no guy give me, HAHA. i wish ah..
Planned to go back p sch..
But then everyone was alr going back when we were on their way there.
Headed for great world instead..
All the A class ppl come, i damn ps lah zzz stupid nisha still ask me go there.
Hehe, then i went with the B class ppl for a while luh.
Damn sad i cant go vivo with them cos i had to meet my mum at orchard..
Left shortly after i met them.
Back home 30 mins ago...
& smile by uncle kracker is nice :D

She's sweet like candy!

2010-02-11T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today was once again my favourite day..
Basket, ytd i had migraine again.
Like wtf, i was suffering like shit.
Lucky mr quek, joey and bernice send me home by taxi(:
Thanks yeah... Even my mum wouldnt bother lor.. Zzz
Had to go for some chinese medicine crap.. v boring.
But cos got my great buddies there to entertain me !
Back at sch at around 4.30...
Met the netballers, clara and minhan..
Then me ricia bernice clara minhan decided to go JP..
ate at newyorknewyork.SUPER HUNGRY at that time..
Then went up halfway for starbucks... Clara owed me (:
Hehehohoho, & min han was damn nice lah!
She actually bought me this art box pencil case from artbox.
Ohmygosh!!But stupid clara go take my plastic bag...
I'll try to pay minhan back cos i feel bad yeah..
But anw, THANKS :DD

I screwed up.

2010-02-09T19:08:00.002+08:00

Im telling you :
Im scared & afraid.
Im screwed up
Im nervous
Im complacent
Im a failure.
Im feeling lousy.
Things will change.

Extracts taken from the song CHANGE by TAYlOR SWIFT :

And it's a sad picture, the final blow hits you
Somebody else gets what you wanted again
You know it's all the same, another time and place
Repeating history and you?re getting sick of it

But I believe in whatever you do
And I'll do anything to see it through

Because these things will change, can you feel it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down
It's a revolution, the time will come for us to finally win

So we've been outnumbered, raided and now cornered
It's hard to fight when the fight ain't fair
We're getting stronger now from things they never found
They might be bigger but we're faster and never scared

You can walk away and say we don't need this
But there's something in your eyes says we can beat this

Tonight we standed on our knees
To fight for what we worked for all these years
And the battle was long, it's the fight of our lives
Will we stand up champions tonight?

It was the night things changed, can you see it now?
These walls that they put up to hold us back fell down
It's a revolution, throw your hands up, 'cause we never gave in.

Yeah, i find it vry meaningful,
and it totally reflects on us.
We gave up when we did mistakes.
We did not correct them when we are supposed to.
We felt like crap, we asks ourselves, why?
Maybe we're too complacent, maybe we're too scared.
But i guess, we just have to overcome all our weak points,
and even counter them.
Im so sorry, my team that i played like shit.
& i was the one that made the whole team lose.
But things will change.

We lost to nanyang girls' school.

WOAH. ITS HOT.

2010-02-08T00:40:00.002+08:00

So many hot topics coming out.
How to handle man?!
Haha, great that valentines day and new year is coming.
Bad that both of them fall on the same day..
Anw, im super tired now.
Back from the chalet, AGAIN.
Gosh, and i ate DAMN ALOT OF BBQ STUFF WHICH = unhealthy.
I sure screw up the nanyang match alr, sure thing.
Zzz, im so sry everybody ..
Tmr im gna die.
& everyone is happy, except maybe me.
& why is that so?
Cos my life is screwed, up till now.
See, i told ya.
No use lookin' at it from another perspective .
In the end, its your luck.

OHGOSH.

2010-02-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

Im super tired.
Seriously super sia!
Just got back from my cousin's daughter's birthday cele at aloha loyang..
Damn far, and quite boring.
Zzz.. Almost everyone there is unknown to me except for my relatives.
Only 5 of my relatives were there, so yeah.. should have brought my laptop.
hahaa, but my aunt and my mum DAMN RETARDED.
LOL. they were like quarreling over one stick of satay and who should go bbq the food.
Damn childish omg,hahaha.
Went home at 10, ohoh, and before i left the place,
there was this worm on my bag, SUPER SCARY.
I was shocked lah..
Then i was oh shit, where isit?!!!!
Then i threw my bag on the floor and ran away,LOL.
retard ! Slept on the way back home.

This morning had training at Pioneer JC.
Wa sai, before i reached there i damndamn tired also!
Train until like shit..
Played with PJC, played like shit also.
I think i can go eat shit during the nanyang match!
DAMNSCARE NOW that xin yi actually hurt her ankle.
The most important, tallest person is actually hurt.
Gosh, i think we seriously screwed.
I pray to whoever, that there may be a miracle.
& that we can play super well on tues.
I pray.

Fly to the sky & capture

2010-02-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

Today was not bad..
Got china students come our class again.
Damn funny, they super horny wtf.
Go compare their .. with my class guys=.=
Hahaha, then chem test kinda easy.
Oh maths class made me DAMN FREAKIN SLEEPY.
Gosh, i seriously slept man..
Had light training, then went to orchard.
To study, but i didnt leh.Heh.
Tmr got geog test...but nvm.
Wasted 6 bucks ...DAMN, im seriously short of cash..
OHOH, and on the way to orchard got alot of international sch ppl board.
Damn cool!:D
Went to starbucks at centrepoint till 5.50.
Then after that go the roof garden at orchard central.
So high! Took some pics, nice and retarded(:
Mrt home and took 154.
HAD TO SQUEEZE LIKE WTH.
I had to stand on the steps...
and, got this guy live same block as me.
So cool sia, help me open the door.
Look not bad! hahahhaha.

Netball
I'm seriously scared.
Bout tuesday.
It's like a day that determines our fate..
Gosh, i've never been so scared.
Insecure.Im scared that i will screw things up.
& disappoint my teammates.
But i know, if i put in all my effort and hardwork.
I guess i have what it takes.
& i know that you will always be supporting me.

I am screwed.screwed.screwed.fckin screwed.

2010-02-02T21:09:00.002+08:00

Okay, i am damn screwed today!!!!
Stupid, my passes like wtf crap.
And then i can't defend properly.
I just can't do anything properly!!
Argh, this fckin world is just making me pissed,and more pissed.
Oh, and the BB coach DAMN WTF lah.
Nvm, shall not go into details.
Oh and my friend pointed middle finger at him then he diam.
lol?Match at 2, won 36-15.
Which is...crap?
Haiz, im seriously scared that i screw up nanyang match.
Then i would seriously consider taking my life?
Heh, ate lunch at macs with most of the netballers and rachel
heeheehaahaahoohoo, i wasted money again=.=
Aft that went to vivo with heather and nisha as usual.
Its therapy talk time!
Went home at 7.50 as usual..
Waited like damn wtf long for the damn 198 bus.
Gna chiong AUTUMN'S CONCERTO NOW.:DDDDDDDDDD

FCKYOUTOOTHEMAX.

2010-01-31T19:42:00.003+08:00

OMFG.
Can somebody just come and kidnap me and and kill me.
I had enough of this bloody crap shit already.
Seriously, i feel like killing every single person who pissed me off.
ARGH.My bloody mother,omg.
Had a bad argument with her while shopping.
I tell you i was seriously damn pissed until!!!!!!!
I wanted to ask her Wad the freak you wan.
Nvm, i will not smile/laugh or talk nicely to her until chi new year.
Only know how to talk and talk and talk.
I wan buy this she got a 101 things to say.
My bro want that, straight away approval.
Everything i do is just wrong to her.
& worse still, she doesn't even know wad fuck i am going through now.
Wad kind of a freakshit is this.
I feel like not coming home tomorrow, or ever.
And sch, some parts of it SUCKS also.
BLOODYSHITMYWHOLEWORLDISCRASHING.

Why, seriously?

2010-01-29T21:50:00.002+08:00

"I wanna hold your hand and not let go.
I wna feel like never before.
Like everything is not fantasy."

I feel damn sad all of a sudden.
Hopelessly staring in to this screen.
Asking myself, why?
I played like duno wad crap today.
Its like freakin' crap actually.
Like wtf is wrong with me man.
I sort of gave up halfway on the court.
Cos i was v pissed.
argh, im screwed in every single way,no matter how i look at it.
After the match went to Jurong point anws..
Didnt want to actually.
But nvm, i dun feel like going home anw.
Walked around until like 5.30?
Then i went to this samsung shop to look at the phone.
Then suddenly i was trying to slide the phone then got alarm wtf.
...ohoh, then the apple shop was DAMNDAMN funny.
The photo thing is like omg lah.
Hahahhaha, super hilarious.
Left at 5.30 then took the train to jookoon.
When there was nobody in the train i lied down on the other side of the chairs.
But got some ppl saw cos the train was slowing down .
OH, and then my ball suddenly roll to duno 4 cabins away.
EVERYONE WAS LOOKING AT IT AND LAUGhing.
lol! damn paiseh, have to run all the way there.
Thenthen, me, heather and nisha went to vivo to bubble tea.
Then rooftop to talktalktalk.
Nisha left at 7.10
me and heather left at 8..
Cos v fun to talk ,hehe.
Reached home at 8.45.

Turns out bad.

2010-01-27T20:32:00.002+08:00

Today was okay..
Not bad i guess.
China students came over again.
Heh, chem was as usual v funny.
I was like talking crap with the china friend.
But she's nice luh, cos she say i pretty, LOL.
Haha, jkjk.
And then the guys was like JIAONY, which is direct trans. of HORNY.
LOL, they dun understand anw.
Gave the person my email.
Today's training was like...slack?
We didnt do court work.
Just passes ..
I scared we screw up the friday's match, seriously.
Geeegeeegahhgahh!!!!
Hope i have a shoulder to lean on, and somebody to share my thoughts with..
WAKAKA, but its screwed anw.
My life is all planned out.
And at the finish line,
i find out that wad seems to be the greatest thing, becomes a nightmare.

WTH IS WRONG WITH her?

2010-01-26T20:29:00.004+08:00

Arrrrrrrrgh.
Damn pissed now.
He die alr, im gna bring him and his "GREATEST SAVIOUR" DOWN.
I will wait for that one moment and burn her pants/trousers/skirt.
Haha, then everything will be revealed, muahahahah.
Thats when i stand on a chair and laugh at u.
Better watch your words u fffffffff, aiya, nvm.
I give chance, cos even the f word would be too light a word to scold you.
Ya know? i wont be happy till you die.
So bang on an ant and die.

Anw, today match was damn retarded.
I was kinda lousy, wtf.....
Aiya, i feel like slapping myself.
I think that ever since that stupid scold by quek,
i deproved like hell, in terms of everything.
I dun have that big a fire anymore.
Wadeva, just as i was trying to forget bout that crap,
mdm tan mentioned it AGAIN.
Basket, of course i was damn pissed, then i cry again.
Hopeless fuck leh me.
But after a while after that, i was okay alr..
Oh yeah, during the stupid match,
i was damn.......stupid.
I did some stupid "move",
then everybody laugh, even myself.
& somemore got guys from rv laughing, WALAO.
my face is thrown into the indian ocean sia.
left rv at like 3, then went to marina sq with clara and nisha.
Then we went to vivo..
Nisha went home and me and clara had xiao long bao..
Haha, she dragged me to take the long way home!!! argh, nvm .
Stupid dustbin.

"Every now and then.
I will always ask myself,
is it worth it?"

2010-01-25T21:07:00.002+08:00

'Don't wake me..
Cos i don't wna leave this dream.
Don't wake me.
Cos' i'll nvr wna be like this."

Today was kinda okay..
At least no teachers find trouble with us.
As usual, the chem teacher v funny..
& they say he's horny, LOL.
Anw, during training.
The sun is FREAKINLY hot.
Sprayed the suntan thingy.
Oh, and the secs ones started training alr.
Lucky got one girl nvr get in,
if not i will bang my head on the wall and die.
Heh, training was kinda short, cos tmr having match.
Did a bit of passes and stuff.
Left sch with nisha and heather to go vivo.
For wad?to buy marvin's prez.
Aiya, anw i have plenty of time so nvm.
We slacked, and drank starbucks, and took pics on the roof terrace.
So cute! talktalktalk about our love life, LOL.
Seems like mine's been going down,down,down all this while.
But nvm, i have the bestGFS around.
Jy for tmr's match babes!

the sun is bright, but it's pretty dark.

2010-01-24T12:36:00.004+08:00

Currently doing nth..
Listening to baby(feat ludacris) by justin bieber.
Kinda nice(:
The weather's nice..
But i guess my day will still suck.
Since this fcked up year started,
everything has been like total shit.
Wtf is wrong.
Tmr's the first day of school again.
I dun even feel like going lah.
Thinking about how those animals act,
I seriously feel vry disgusted.
Doesn't mean they are teachers means they can anyhow crap around.
But according to them, they can.
I see why all those kinda old teachers are still single.
nvm, thats their own problem.
Wna scold somemore?Bring it on.
Yesterday, my tuition teacher was like saying:
Mistakes are expensive, literally.
It rly makes sense yeah.
Anw, just staring out of the window makes me feel light..
Like, the sky's the limit.
Maybe, just maybe, when i reached my real limit.
I'll Let the clouds carry me up.
To a place full of possibilities,
where each and everyone are being treated equally.
Just one day, i shall do that.

2010-01-24T12:36:00.001+08:00

I'm exhausted.

2010-01-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

"I made it here without you.
So tell me why should i cry?"

It's time to wake up.
They detest you, they want you out.
They are all out to get you.
They wna prey on you.
& guess wad.
After fighting back for like, i duno how long.
I'm exhausted.
I give up okay?
Yeah, go celebrate with your little mice.
I might be sending over shit for ure celebration.

Okay, no more emo-talking(:
Today was kinda boring also.
Went to orchard with my mum to shop..
Also can't find anything suitable.
Z, walao then nobody can go out with me to buy.
Super sian diao sia.
Ytd on msn talked to heather.
V fun leh, got alot of interesting stuffs.
Hahahaa, make me v happy, LOL.
& i just wanna say..
I just haven't met you yet.

It's getting tougher.

2010-01-23T11:14:00.002+08:00

argh, after thinking ytd..
Im still not that happy yet....
I still think my life is boring and useless?
In sch, another mistake and im off the court.
In netball, another mistake and we may lose.
Walao eh, i feel like im being watched 24/7..
I hate some shit teachers in sch .
Damn freakin biased, i seriously feel like slapping their face.
Those biased assholes, better watch out for cars.
One day, just one day, retribution will come.
& im also damn freakin stressed!
There's so much homework and tests .
I think i can't cope everything.
Damn, my whole life is screwed y'know.
Hmm, lemme try to commit suicide and see if anyone cares.
Lol! i bet nobody cares lor.
Ugh, i just wna shout :
FUCKKKKK.

BANANA.

2010-01-22T17:02:00.002+08:00

Okay, im kinda okok today..
At first still vry sian diao.
But after the match, i guess im rather okay now.
Bok talked to the whole thing bout the discipline thing .
I knew it man.
It's 100% me and bernice one lah.
Dun need to say the whole sch also noe=.=
Basket, mr chan in the morning also got talk to us..
Haha, it seems like we both need counseling.
Anyway, played with unity 47-1.
Game was v fun.
But its not good enough, cos of our passes..
Should train on that..
Actually, idk why im suddenly vry happy.
Like all my whole world is lighter and brighter..
Oh, but one thing.
We got DAMN alot of hw and tests for next week.
I NEED TO STUDY.
:)Heh, going for swim ltr with mum..
Then dinner with aunt,mum and maid.
Most probably going back to JP AGAIN.
I just came back from there?!?!!

& i saw my online friend at rv just now.(:

Maybe, just maybe.

2010-01-21T20:40:00.004+08:00

Just say it's totally my fault.
Just say im not worth it.
Just say you want me to die.
Just say it, and i'll do it.

It's not that i dun wanna play.
Deep in my heart, its my passion.
But there's just somebody stopping me from connecting with it.
Maybe its me, myself.
I'm just letting everyone down.
But too bad, cos this is just the way it is.

Okay lah, but seriously.
I wna play.
I just can't show it to him.
Cos by doing that, it means that im admitting to some crap which i didnt do.
THEY ARE just @%@#$ing biased animals.
Argh, anw jiayou for all my teammates cos im not going on court.
HOORAY, anw i think they can do it.
Anw, im still damn pissed at him.
Stupid shit, i dun even wna look in to his eyes FOREVER.
Bang on a dog and die.
Blessings are given.

FFFFFF.basket.

2010-01-20T18:56:00.004+08:00

DELETED THE POST.
BUT U PROBABLY ALR NOE WAD AND WHY.
IJUSTDUNGIVEADAMN.

I don't know what to do

2010-01-17T21:12:00.002+08:00

"I've been waiting all my life, and now i found ya,
I don't know what to do.
I think i've fallen for you.."

Nowadays, life sucks.
Idk why, its just not as thrilling, not as fun anymore..
New year/valentine's day is round the corner and all i get is shit.
I wonder, is my life really damned?
Maybe it really is, oh but whatever.
Who cares anw?
Tmr's seniors match, how i wish i could be there to cheer on.
But, we still have training.
& hopefully, we should be getting our jerseys tmr !(:
Got a surprise for the birthday girls'
So open ure eyes and grab a bite while u can~
Oh, and i need to find someone to go out with to get NY clothes!
My damn closet is like freakin crap.
& i just cant seem to see anything that catches my eye.
That applies to clothes, and every other crap around!
Maybe i should escape to some foreign place.
Like.......AUSTRALIA.
Oh, and we not even hosting any damn foreign ppl.
Stupid shit u noe.
Stupid, i seriously wish our class could host europeans/americans/aussies.
But, afterall we all know its all a shitdamn illusion.

Damn, its coming closer.

2010-01-16T10:48:00.004+08:00

Nowadays damn lazy to blog.
Z, ytd was damn slack..
Duno wad crap day, the day before even better.
Released at 10.30.
Damn shuang, went to orchard to watch movie and stuff.
Oh, and i missed my guitar lesson:|
Anw, ytd training sucks!!
Cos bok came again, wth man..
Training ended at like 6.30, as expected.
But nvm, zonals coming so train a bit more also no harm .
First game at rv high with unity sec at 12pm,next friday 22 jan.
Let us decide our own destiny, LOL.
Anw, many bdays coming up.

Damn, its coming closer.

2010-01-16T10:48:00.001+08:00

Nice day.

2010-01-13T17:58:00.001+08:00

Today nth much happened, just v tired the whole day.
Ltr watching my sis play match (:
Short post.

Damn mun shiun.

2010-01-12T19:49:00.007+08:00

Stupid, he piss me off again!!!!
Fckkkk, i dye back alr he still not happy, _|_
Tmr still got his damn lesson, wth.
Im not gna do anything he says idc.
Tht %@#%ing cow, seriously got nth better to do.
He call my mum i scared arh.
Anw, she also allow me dye, and she also noe i dye back.
still act nice say u give alot of chance alr.
Crazy dog, i hope he bang into a dog and die.
Luckily today after sch went to sakae sushi, then damn funny!
HAHAHAHA, seriously damn retarded.
oh! and this thurs got early dismissal, then we can go catch a movie!
WEEEHOOO.
but in between, from 4.30 to 5 got guitar lesson, damned.
Nvm, better than nth anws.
Curse him and bless us .

stupid mun shuin strikes again.

2010-01-11T20:03:00.002+08:00

Z, actually nvr kena caught.
Then gaykiang go follow bernice see tht stupid mun shuin.
Now i just dyed my hair brown-black.
I bluff my mum is black then she keep saying wad we v stupid,
cos my hair alr black still dye for wad.
Walao eh, she duno anything still crap here and there.
I tell u ltr my hair half brown half black i will slap her.
She damn wad=.=
Today was okay.
Training quite okay also,
but i think tmr will suck
Blahh.

Hah,tellmeboutthat.

2010-01-09T22:02:00.002+08:00

Had the cca extravaganza today..
Not v. fun, but okay lah.
But after cca extravaganza went to orchard..
Damn funny!
Ate at pepper lunch first.
Then bernice had to go, so left me, nisha, jasmine, clara and ricia.
Nisha went to get macaroons for her mum and me and jas bought mcflurry.
After that we decided to go up to shaw cinema to look at guys.
At first, dun have one.
Then when ricia went to buy fries, & we were sitting down,
there was this angmoh guy not bad.
LOL. then me and clara went to follow them at the back
They bought tickets then went to the part where can see the escalator to find their friend.
Cos we nvr see his face properly, we go down the escalator & up again.
Ricia say not shuai, me, clara and nisha say not bad.
As we were going down, he was looking at us, according to nisha.
Then he suddenly turn around and saw her looking at him, LOL.
ok... then we left the place, took the esc down again..
Then me jasmine and clara go run to hide behind the pillar to look at tht guy.
& i think he knows that we are looking at him.
cos when i looked up, he was like pointing at our direction and telling his friend some stuff.
Damn shit!
Jas and clara said hi to some random guy..
It was sort of their mission.
Mine was to wink at an angmoh guy, but i didnt see any, so too bad.
THEN THEY DAMN FUNNY.
Clara and Jasmine went to ask the policeman in the mrt station where's the toilet.
LOL, like wtf lah!!!somemore we in sch-u..
Went to plaza sing. then clara's dad fetched us to clementi from there.
While waiting for her dad, i saw this group of guys cylcing.
Got one guy quite hot leh, wearing grey single and carrying purple bag.
On the way to clementi, i saw them outside from the car again.
Hahaha, i think they saw us also :|
Took mrt to boon lay to meet my mum and cousin.
Took 179 to jurong west stadium,
cos my cous' children having birthday party ..
Quite boring and awkward lahhhh.
Z, father fetched us home.
Aiya, actually i wanted to go fairprice to get the hair dye.
I shall get it tmr before tuition.
boo, this tues MAYBE going to watch the vampire's assistant.
But then i bet in the end they wont go lah=.=

BASKET.

2010-01-08T21:06:00.002+08:00

Today's lesson was okay.
Apart from the fact that mr mun caught me and bernice's highlight.
Damnnnn, nvm i decided to dye it not black, but v dark brown.
The rest of the day was okay, no ups or downs...
But then during the last damn part of training,
it was damn pissing.
That stupid mr bok, walao eh.....
Z, then my back there damn damn pain, wth.
Stupid crap...
At first training was kinda fun .
But yeah, at least i survived it.
Tmr's cca extravaganza, i think it'll be fun.
And after tht should be going lido to catch vampire's assistant.
Weeleewaalaa.

Training again.

2010-01-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

Today was so-so..
Lessons are okok, maths damn boring though.
Cant wait to get our nb jersey and class tee.
Ahaha, training was kinda fun.
Damn fun actually, idk why.
After training was fun too (:
Heh, played hide-and-seek with seniors, then ltr street.
On the bus to clementi was damn funny.
When waiting for the bus with ricia was also damn damn funny.
Haha, the subj. of the joke was FRIDA.
She seriously, cmi .
But in a good way .

Lessons starts.

2010-01-05T20:33:00.002+08:00

My damn leg aching like duno wad crap.
Its like damn suan.
I bet is cos ytd after self training, i was trying to do some stuff.
Haha, its like squat down and stand up using one leg only.
Heather do alot lah.
Then i try to show off in the end now cramp like hell.
Basket, then my arm also aching.
Cos do wad long passes, as in super long type.
Spastic sia, but fun lah.
Today had self training again, but a v light one.
Ball handling, passes and then done.
But played street also (:
Went home with ricia at bout' 4.30..
Took bus to clementi then 154 back.
Still have to finish a compo by this fri, and two hist. logs..
Gna bathe and sleep ..

1st day of sch.

2010-01-04T19:19:00.002+08:00

Is just so-so..
Yeah, its like the same .
But, idk, it doesnt feel that great?
Training was slackkkkk.
But after that was fun.
We played damn retarded games.
And kept playing the LONG PASS game.
v. fun.
Did retarded stuff.
Wad peaches orange apple pear, then jackfruit then banana or sth liddat.
Played a while of hide and seek too.
Went home at around 6.20...
Took 154 with jas and heather(:

Tuition with pris (:

2010-01-03T19:06:00.000+08:00

Met pris at tiong at 12.30..
Went to taka for macs, then walked around...
Nth much there so walked down to centrepoint to drink starbucks..
We were playing a game on her itouch.
The unblock thing.
Hahaa, we got stuck at level 9 wth!
Anw, tuition was damn stupid.
But luckily pris was there, and we kept laughing.
LOL. After tuition went to meet my mum.
Then took bus down to havelock road to have dinner with dad.
Drove back from there.
& now, im feeling like total crap.
I feel like vomitting, but i cant.
And i feel like im having headache too.
Bloody hell.

Now, its the Countdown till sch starts.

2010-01-02T18:26:00.003+08:00

Fallin' for you is stuck in my head.
Its just so damn nice.

2nd of Jan.
Sch is freakin starting 2 days later.
Oh, and i heard our new principal is like , wtf.
I think she sucks.
Thats why i say this year will most probably be a bad one.
Anw, today went to bernice house to study.
At least, today i finished one history log.
K, i decided to copy one chap of maths when sch re-opens.
And, i will not do zuo wen and shui bi.
Cos i seriously duno wad the hell is the question for zuo wen.
Bought the black hair spray thingy, to spray my hair black, if needed.
Hahaha, if i see many ppl who dyed their hair and heck care.
Then i shall heck care too (:
This year sucks.

Friday, 1 Jan 2010 - New year, new beginning

2010-01-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

Happy new year friends!
Im kinda lazy to send out those messages...
So yeah.
Today went to play bball from like 9 till 1 i think..
I think i suck, Again.
Hahaaa, but i still thought it was quite fun.
Damn, i must learn how to dribble the damn ball properly!
Oh, and my shooting sucks...
Zzz, i went home and ate maggi noodles.
& slept all th way till 6.30 (:
I feel like going down to relax by the pool later.
& hopefully i can see HIM.
But i bet nobody will be there.
& i bet in the end i wont be able to go down.
Screw this shit man.
But i seriously hope i can go down there to like watch a few series of stuff.
Actually i wanted to lie there till the first day of new year is over.
Its kinda impossible cos my mum will act spastic again.
i bet its all part of a dream .

New year's eve.

2009-12-31T09:43:00.003+08:00

Lemme guess, today's gna be the worse new year's eve ever.
If things doesn't go rite,
I will stay in the house and rot, once again.
GREAT.
This is shit man.
Seriously, my mum is screwed.
On new year's day they are gna watch some concert and i am gna stay at home.
Damn it.
I hope today can go orchard with clara, nisha and joey.
But i dun rly have high hopes.
Cos, nisha doesnt have to mood to.
& joey, i have no idea.
Kill me and die.

Edited 1.01.10, 1.46am

Okay, im just back from vivo.
Went there to catch late night movie.
AVATAR.
Its damn nice :)
Oh, and there are alot of hot guys there!!!
Omg, shit man, if only frida and clara were there...
K set, next year we're gna go out till damn late on new year's eve.
Oh, and we had dinner at wcp, the taste paradise thing or sth liddat.
Not bad, and i bought the black hairspray thing.
I shall decide if i wna use it when im in sch.
:)

#200, it wasnt that bad.

2009-12-30T15:52:00.002+08:00

Today's training was okay.
I woke up at 7.
Which was damn late.
We were supposed to meet at 6.50, LOL.
Then i faster chiong and stuff, i think i reached there at 7.15 or later.
Heh, ps but lucky not late for training..
Did the normal stuffs and some court work..
Damn boring, but bo pian.
Saw some shuai guys at tkss sia!:D:D
Anw, after training went harbourfront pizza hut to eat..
Cheh, i thought still can walk around but they all need to go back.
I knew it =.=
Zzz, i hope new year can go out again :D

I still hv hw.

2009-12-29T16:37:00.003+08:00

"To me, great power doesn't come great success..
Focusing too much on either isn't all that beneficial.
Why fight for something so...
Useless?"

Today woke up at 8.30 and msged clara that im gna be late.
When its supposed to be at 10, LOL.
then i went back to sleep, and woke up at 10.15.
Im rly late, i reached jurong library at around 11.20.
After a while of "studying", we went to eat lunch.
Left our bags there and went to the mrt station for lunch.
Bought drinks before we went up.
Honestly, i didnt even use my pen to write anything.
Damn, wanted to borrow three books, but i had to pay fine..
So i didnt borrow in the end.
Clara,Nisha, madeline and i went to pop.
They all bought stuff except me, HAHA.
Im kinda broke.
Then we went IMM.
Ate ice-cream and read mag.
After that they went to comics connection, then toilet.
Then me and nisha ran away from them..
Managed to contact madeline, but not clara.
Crap man, i feel damn bad.
I bet she's cursing me in her head or sth...
Anw, SRY CLARA!

Crap, i think i saw a hot guy.

2009-12-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

OH shit, i just went down with my bro to the gym.
Realizing it wasnt open, damn it.
But then, i saw this guy.
Lying at the chair by the pool, AGAIN.
It was a different guy though...
He was listening to loud music, all by himself there.
And he was a bballer, cos there was a ball there beside him,
which i thought was a pet dog at first.
Too bad, its in the dark and i cant see properly.
Damn, now there's two mystery guys.

Im not back on track.

2009-12-28T15:01:00.002+08:00

I think im gna die this wednesday..
Anw, today went to sch for fun.
Played "bball", and of course, i suck :)
But it was still fun.
Went to city vibe - mos to have lunch with Nisha, clara, frida, joey, ricia, brandon, marvin & xavier.
We were damn retarded=.=
Aiya, actually wanted to go vivo one .
But then most of them, cant and dun wan.
As usual, bleahs.
They say wna go orchard to be hunters, LOL.
But, i think i can wait for eternity before ALL of them can come, together .
I can sense that next year's gna be tough.
& i will suck.
Boo.

Yes, it was 2 hard hours.

2009-12-27T21:19:00.002+08:00

Tuition was hell today man!
I didnt even understand a shit about it.
Seriously, wad factorizing shit, waddehell.
I was so relieved after it ended.
At least i didnt had to be sitting there like an idiot.
Its like, everyone knows everything, and i dun.
Crazy.
Met my mum after tuition and we went takashimaya to walk for a while.
Took bus 106 to clementi.
On the bus i saw 2 shuai guys, hahahahaha.
Retarded, homed at around 7.
Tmr going to sch to play around..
I hope we can go to somewhere to have lunch, and play games :)
I'll try bluffing them into going maybe vivo or orchard to eat.
Muahaha, cheers:)

I predict....

2009-12-27T12:28:00.002+08:00

Today's gna be a bad day.
Firstly, i have to go all the way to orchard by myself.
To go shopping?
I wish.
I go there for some bloody difficult tuition that pisses me off.
Damn boring lah wtf?
I would rather jump into the swimming pool and die.
Oh, wait.
Maybe that mystery man from ytd would save me, LOL.
K, let's hope pris can be in the same tuition as me !

Eventually, i went out.

2009-12-26T20:47:00.002+08:00

Duh, i knew i could go lor.
K i shall re-edit the last post so that it doesnt sound that bad.
But seriously, she always pisses me off.
Later i box her then her teeth fly out :)
Anw, today we had fun.
Watched planet 51.
IT WAS SUPER FUNNY!
I was supposed to meet at clementi at 11.30,
but i woke up at 11.45~
& i took half an hour to freakinly convice my stupid mum.
I still had to eat lunch at home to make her happy.
And she was damn hesitant to let me go.
She said that if she found out i had undone hw, then i'll know the taste of death.
Wth, and she said this is the last time.
I take it that she meant the last time for this year .
HAHAHA, anw after training i can always go out whenever i want.
OH anw, aft the movie, we drew lots to see who had to buy for who.
I had to buy for ryan, wth?
I bought him the choc shop mug at wheelock for like 18 bucks.
Forget the name of the shop.
We spend like 1 hour plus to find stuff for them
And they took 20 mins to buy finish everything...
zzz, we met tgt again to have dinner at DOME.
It was damn retarded inside.
Super embarrassing but damn funny.
After dinner took mrt back with ricia and nisha and clara..
Aiya, our boyf. hunting plan failed!!
Nvm, must wait for my frida darl. to come cos she's the flirty one >.o
On the train, we kept lookin at shuai guys. LOL.
Damn retarded, & this after at 12.30, i saw this UBER HOT GUY by the pool.
He was like lying on the chair with his shirt on..
Damn it, HE DAMN SHUAI...
But i not sure if i can recognise him next time.
Anw, im so relieved that there's at least one shuai guy staying at my condo.
Heh.
Me and clara bought bubble tea and chatted alot at subway..
V. interesting :)
Today's damn fun :D

DIE.

2009-12-26T12:06:00.003+08:00

THAT BITCH.
Acting spastic again.
Seriously i feel like just leaving this fckin house and heck care her.
If she dun wna spend christmas with me im fine.
Now, she wont even let me spend it with my friends.
Keep spasing around .
SHE SUCKS.

There's a big secret.

2009-12-25T22:36:00.001+08:00

& the secret is ...
MARVIN IS NOT MY COUSIN.
SO, IM NOT DISGUSTING :D.
Thats the breaking news.
Anyone who believed me and him all this time,
can smack my ass tmr :)

Merry christmas! :D

2009-12-25T21:37:00.004+08:00

Today's so fun!
Too bad i dun have any pictures here..
Let my just note down bout my day today..
Hmm... not bad.
Awkward at first, but as i got to know them...
Hahaha, they're really nice, really funny.
I spent the whole christmas with my friends instead of my family.
Anyway, to me that is much better.
Cos' my whole family dun even appreciate it, except maybe for me and my sis.
Went to ecp by clara's dad's car.
We sang, did some prayer's ate and played games.
In the end we rented a dual person bike.
Or i duno wad u call that crazy bike.
I was happily TRYING to cycle nisha.
Apparently it almost went out of control and she thinks her life is at stake if i drive her :(
After cycling, me and clara went to nisha's house by clara's dad's car, again. (ps)
Her dad cooked pasta for us, a damn big bowl.
But it was nice :D
Went back from there at around 9.15 by clara's dad's car, again. (double ps)
Yeah, it was a damn great day, at least to me :D
Ppl i got to know today :
Uncle Mike(clara's dad)
Jeremiah
Yan Ren
Courtney
Mitchel(duno if spelt correctly)
& many others, which i cant rly remember..

Gahh, & now im back home with undone hw.
& i happily told my mum everything's done.
When only half is done, and tmr im most probably going out for the whole day,again.
I bet she will be pissed.
But i dun care bout her.
=.=, okay. Im gna facebook for a while and then back to watching shows..
Like vampire diaries & wild bunny etc.
Merry christmas & happy new year!
*THAT GUY IS HOT!

Hooray, it sucks :|

2009-12-25T00:45:00.004+08:00

"Let's run away together
To a land where there are full of possibilities
And our eyes lock
If only i could ever have one wish"

Hmm, let's just say is 47 mins past christmas.
& guess wad, this is the worse christmas eves of all times.
Its sth like the christmas scrooge had .
I had to do hw, and there's no joy or anything.
Just another ordinary day.
Wad the hell is wrong man..
OH, and i ate dinner myself.
Screwed.
But, luckily i had something to cheer me up and entertain me.
Beside my brother keep budging into my room while i was watching,
the vampire diaries is great.
Thats my Christmas present, WONDERFUL.
Anyway, the tv series is great.
Sister and her friends playing mahjong and having fun now...

& ltr at 9am, going out with friends to east coast park.
Supposed to be clara's church outing thing.
Sounds fun, & let's see if there are hot guys:D
Meeting them at clementi at 9 .
Merry Christmas & a Happy New Year!

Hooray, it sucks :|

2009-12-25T00:45:00.001+08:00

#188, It all turns back to the same.

2009-12-23T18:38:00.003+08:00

Damn it, i'm back from europe.
How i wish i could stay there for like, forever.
It was damn great over there man.
Thousand times more fun than SG.
OH, and some of the guys there are damn HOT.
Too bad, its only see no touch.:|
I bought 3 pair of jeans, crumpler notebookcase, tiffany and co. necklace, rado watch, and alot of stuff from claire's and a shirt from hardrock, venice, and a quiksilver backpack from paris and a comme de garcons wallet.
Damn, i haven found a suitable tote for myself..
Apparently, the Louis Vuitton over at paris is cheaper than SG by quite alot.
But, nth suitable .
Only my mum and my sis got sth there.
Saw a gucci bag too.
But i think its like too old for me, so..
Yeah, seriously fun.
Except for the history stuff in italy.
I almost wanted to slap myself.
& the day before we fly back, one of the ladies in our group got pickpocketed.
It appears that the friend was at our side, and she pretended to talk to us, wtf.
Then yeah, thats how they do it .
& the day we flew back, some crazy basket block the road with his big van.
Then when he came back he still slowly walk.
Son of a bitch man, he think he long hair vry cute arh.
Then still point middle finger.
I tell u if nobody there i point back double lor.
K, gna have my dinner now.
Life gets back to normal, but christmas' round the corner .
Merry christmas!

DAMN HAPPY.

2009-12-10T11:59:00.002+08:00

Even though my legs aching like crap,
i guess its all worth it.
It was damn shuang, hearing our sch's name come up first :D
Ytd we were the champs for the extremes carnival.
Its seriously more than i had expected, alot more.
But, of course we're still working to improve, alot more.
Haha, and today's my europe trip.
This is the last post im gna post this 2 weeks.
When i'm away, my phone is available but pls dun call.
Cos i wont ans, cos its damn @%!@ing ex.
Can sms me though, but i wont reply.
Need to go out to get some last minute stuffs for holiday.
EUROPE, HERE I COME :)

FINALLY.

2009-12-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

I finally got some freakin' internet connection!
Actually, i'm connected to some random thing :|
Currently watching ugly betty..
Been v. busy after moving house..
& i bought the apple minidisplay port to vga adapter.
Which i think can fit, but its damn freakin short so how the hell can i connect my macbook to the freakin wall tv.
Tmr having house warming.
Damn lazy to post now..
Bye.

Guava Gold.

2009-11-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

Im totally obsessed with jay chou's songs nowadays man.
I think its totally awesome..
Kinda retarded, but yeah..
Esp. the song fa ru xue, its v. nice - to me..
Let's see..
Today i went to mosque st. there to listen to some travel thing.
It was damnnn boring, gosh.
I had to sit down there and stone ...
But, actually it all sounds like fun.
I mean, the holiday.
Its so enticing man!
Thenthen, when my mum did th payment thing rite.
Got a few guys came into the place.
Got one DAMN SHUAI!
=.=, too bad i can only see him once ..
Anw, after that on the way home went to da bao lunch.
& i had stomachache, so it felt bad luh.
Around 7.15, went to orchard with mum .
Main point is to change vouchers..
But anw, we looked at several stuffs.
Bought a banana pencil case and a gadget pouch(or so they call it)
Damn cute!
Esp the banana pencil case, super soft.
I gna stuff cotton/tissue inside then i bring to sch and use to sleep:)
Hehe, ate lunch at 9 plus.
Wanted to go to the apple store at wheelock but i guess its alr closed.
Took a bus home.
Anw, i would have gotten the wrong thing from apple today, if i went.
Cos i WAS lookin for the apple AV component cable.
But the actual thing i need is the apple dvi to video adapter.
Okays, i most probably will miss training tmr.
Gna see a doctor.
But im still heading down to sch to give them the bibs plus cage key and buy books.
Sleeping soon.

Draw the curtains...

2009-11-28T18:08:00.002+08:00

& its just one step closer..
Went to my new house today to unpack .
I put up everything alr, except for a few things that are still at my old house.
I'm confirm moving this monday..
Not sure if i can go for that day's training though.
Missed this year's nanhua open house cos' of this..
Having dinner ltr at allson hotel i think.

...don't entice me.

Want your bad romance

2009-11-27T20:13:00.003+08:00

"In the middle of the night
When i'm in this dream
It's like a million little stars
Spelling out your name"

Been at home all day today..
Kinda sian .
Germaine invited me to go play bball & sembawang with her and felicia..
My mum didnt allow cos' it was v. far..
Damn it, she said there would be shuaige's over there!!
Booo, too bad i had to miss it :(
Was watching food inc. - th movie.
It was an eye opener for me luh.
To see how they made those processed meat and stuff.
Wth, and they actually feed every animal in the so called farm corn.
So that they could grow fatter & the cost price was low
Even the cows were fed corn instead of grass..
IM NOT GOING TO EAT FAST FOOD FROM NOW.
Ooo, and my sis bought a porter bag for me from jap.
Nice leh ! weehoo, finally i have another small bag besides tht adidas one :)
Okay, gna watch 27 dresses now.
Kinda outdated, but wadeva?

182 - bad, boring day or not.

2009-11-26T14:42:00.003+08:00

Today sucks !
I feel sick .
Watching gossip girl season 3 ep 8.
Later still having guitar lesson.
I damn lazy to go plaza sing. today..
Rot with me in hell=="

Edited @ 7.52pm
Currently listening to all night long by metallica.
Its nice:)
Oh, i haven opened the cds i recently bought..
Today, something bad happened.
Actually, i dun rly count it as bad.
My mum found out bought my second earhole..
At first she still thought its not pierced..
Cos its like healing from infection then its red.
Then she was like eh, why ure ear so red?
Then after that she said wad you better dun pierce the 2nd one hor.
Then she ask...EH?? YOU GOT PIERCE ALR??
=.=. Then she keep askin me crap..
I told her i go 10 bucks one, then she say i v. stupid.
She say wad would i rather wna save my ear or the money..
& said that i should go pierce the 44 bucks one instead...
But too bad, i alr did it.
And if i didnt do it secretly, she sure wont allow.
OH, and luckily i bought the skullcandy earphones before she saw that.
Cos she was like, if i knew u go pierce ure ears i wouldnt have bought that thing for you...
Too bad for her :)
Weehoo, im quite happy today..
But, i think im sick.
My head feels like shit, and my stomach is on-off pain.
Damn.

181 - Friendly match with canberra:)

2009-11-25T19:46:00.004+08:00

Kinda tired now..
Today had friendly with canberra.
I kinda screwed up the whole crap..
Cos' i duno how to play GA..
Anw, after the friendly was quite fun.
Took pictures with canberra and stuff, got their numbers too :)
Lol, and the vending machine was screwed..=.=
Watched their senior's match.
Actually we didnt rly watch..
I was like talking and not rly watching the game..
OH, i didnt even shoot 1000 shots this week.
OH, and today's the last day of training for the week.
Went to macs after we reached school..
Im currently DAMN full, no space for proper dinner ...
& i just realised my second earhole is still there!
Weehoo, and the infection has healed alr, although not fully.
Yipeee, im so happyyyyyyyy.

Oh, and tmr most probably going to cut hair, or not..
See how it goes.
I wna highlight!!!
After seeing bernice highlight i damn jealous leh!><
Goddamn it, im gna plead my mum to let me do it.
But, there's a 90% chance that she will strongly disagree and crap around.
Crapppppp, not fair:(
& im currently down with a headache.
Wtf, screw my head man=.=

Party like a rockstar. :)

2009-11-24T19:41:00.002+08:00

Went out with ricia and clara..
It was like damn last minute cos ytd i slept from 8 pm till today 10.30..
Then i received missed calls from clara and ricia..
Called them back today and they told me today still on:)
Met them at queenstown at around 12.15.
Ps, i was a bit late..
Then we mrt-ed down to orchard..
Went lido to buy tickets for 2012 at 1.15.
Ate popcorn for lunch and we didnt even finish it, still had 1/3 of it ...
&& the movie was damn nice!
Super cool, but super sad.
I cried, once again :|
In between the movie, sth was screwed up, so they had to pause it..
Then some guy was like "eh, fck you lah"..
Lol, damn lame.
After movie, went to taka to walk...
Then heeren, hmv.
We all bought something.
I bought 2 metal cds for like 45.90 .
Clara bought big bang cd, and ricia bought earphones..
After that, we walked back to taka's sushi tei.
We ate and talked there for like 1.30 hours.
Hahaha, its fun inside there.
After dinner, i went kinokuniya to buy two teen mags.
12 bucks altogether-.-
Walked tgt to the bus stop.
They took bus no. 7 and i took 111.
Immediately after i reached home i rushed into the toilet..
Cos i drank like 5 cups of tea or sth just now..
& now my head's not feeling that well.
Damn it, tmr we still having friendly with canberra.
Hope we dun screw it up :|
Okay, bye:)

Not so boring 1st half .

2009-11-22T15:03:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to time for miracles by adam lambert.
Kinda nice..
Today didnt go out with joey and frida..
So me and bro at home..
I used the comp for almost the whole time.
D/l alot of stuffs...
For lunch, i went down to the mini mart to buy instant noodles..
Cooked for my bro , then for myself..
It tastes not bad :)
Haha, most probably going out with my mum ltr.
To plaza sing. i think.
She wants to go see some mattress thing....
& after that eating out with aunt's family.
My mum says she treating.
Okay, im gna rest for a while then bathe..
Shall update ltr.

2009-11-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

Bout hell yesterday & today.

2009-11-21T22:19:00.002+08:00

20.11.09
Ytd was like ...
Had training, had lunch at home and reached school at 12.
Dance was occupying the court then, so we just changed and watched.
After they left, we played a bit of street.
And unknowingly, its time for training alr..
But there was lightning alert so had to go up to the indoor sports hall.
Did active warm-up, stretch, ball handling, shuttle.
Then had to do court work..
Coach taught me and nisha defending.
& i couldn't do it.
It sucked lah..Then had a small match.
After that, coach was like debriefing, or so i thought.
But it hadn't ended yet.
Shit, it was like fitness, super tiring.
In the night, i had bad headache again _|_
Had to wake my parents up.
Damn my head, always screw up.

21.11.09
Today whole day seems...Gloomy.
Crap man, i bet is cos of my !%$!%@#@@!ing headache.
Piss me off, i've been sleeping whole day.
I'm scared i will have headache again..
Prevention better than cure.
Anw tmr nobody's gna be home, only my bro..
& im most probably going out with joey and frida.
Not exactly out, but some taekwondo thingy that joey asked us to go..
She said it'll be fun :)
But, see how it goes, if my head screwed up again ..
I can go eat shit.

A christmas carol

2009-11-19T18:09:00.003+08:00

Met nisha, bernice and clara at Vivo @ 12...
Bought movie tickets for a Christmas carol @ 2.45.
Went to buy drinks at coffee bean, then went down to superdog for snack.
Aft. that, we went to NUM to buy stuff.
I bought 1 flip flop, 1 notebookcase & 1 sandals for my bro.
Duno whether the size for him correct anot =.=
If wrong, i GG.
Anw, the movie was nice.
I cried a bit, without anyone noticing :)
Hehe, after the movie went to Toys' R us for fun.
We ended up looking at the magazine clara showed us.
V. interesting, and we kept insulting miley cirus =.=
Gahh, was raining when i came back.
Have to go for dinner outside now..
Bye.

Back from dinner, ate at some seafood restaurant.
Damnnn full=.=
& wtfck? I got ear ring infection :|
Have to go buy more alcohol tmr.
Stupid ass!

Love is just chemicals.

2009-11-18T20:06:00.002+08:00

"Give us something to stop it"

Today had training in the morning.
I was actually reaching at 8.
But then i was scared nobody was there, so i followed my fam. to the new house.
In the end reached at 8.40.
Then everything my fault, damn pissed.
Anyway is also not i say 8 one, is frida lah.
Wtf, =.=
Today's training is mostly court work.
I was kinda screwed today :|
I put like 4 plasters on the blister cos it keeps dropping out.
Training ended at 12.
Then we had lunch with coach at the hawker centre at clementi :)
After lunch , me jasmine and nisha decided to go to bugis with bernice.
Haha, actually we planned to go there and back.
Lol, in the end we decided to go guardian.
& then we also wanted to go cold storage.
But in the end we follow bernice to her dance school which is a 10 minute walk from bugis.
Then from there we duno cross here and there, and we passed the singapore arts museum.
Then from there walk till city hall.
Took mrt from there .
Reach home and slept till dinner time.

Tmr should be going vivo, Num.
I plan to get a laptop case and a sandals for my bro.
I go "kope" money from my mum ltr.

....& everything stops at 273 kelvin

I wanna I wanna

2009-11-17T21:30:00.003+08:00

Today is a so called "training free day"!
Haha, I met frida joey ricia brandon and marvin met at city hall @ 11.
Took a train to orchard .
Didn't expect Joey to come cos' the night before she was like...
"Cannot!I promise my juniors i will go back p. sch alr.."
& poof! she was there :), glad to see her .
Went ion to walk a bit, then crossed over to lido to get the tickets for Coraline,2 pm.
Bought for marvin and brandon cos' they disappeared halfway .
I decided to pay for brandon first cos' i think marvin won't give me back my money if i paid for him.
Aft. that went down to pepper lunch to have lunch, lol.
Brandon and marvin suddenly came inside out of nowhere.
One minute they were saying that they using the hyatt hotel toilet,and the other, they were just beside us at lido=.=, wth?
Me and frida went to look at num while ricia and frida went to borders.
Bought nth, then met with them and went to watch the movie.
The cinema was damn shuang, and the show was nice.
Just that i hated the freakin 3D glasses.
After movie walked around again, then went to vivo to meet my mum.
Took a bus to new house.
Then she took a bus back to the vivo area, with me
And i started to pour.Great.
We were planning to go the the furniture club, but she missed a bustop.
And then, it cant be crossed over to.
Damn it, had to walk all the way to the opp. bus stop and took 145 home.
I think im gna be sick soon.
Haha, okay, im gna go watch the last ep. of gossip girl Season 2 :)

& i wna highlight my hair!which is kinda impossible
Cos i have no money, and my mum will kill me.
Stupid shit, cant she be more "MODERN"?
Gahh.

With my hands up...

2009-11-16T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today was like..whole day in school.
Woke up at 11.15.
Had to meet frida at clementi at 12.
Rushed to get ready..
Got there about...5 mins late?
Ahaha, had lunch then walked to school tgt for training.
Today was training with seniors, but separately.
Today did not much tiring stuff.
Did all the usual stuff, then had lightning alert.
Went to the indoor bball court to do shuttle.
Aft. a while, seniors went upstairs to have a friendly match watch St Andrew's JC.
We came in to watch after their first quarter i think.
The match was like, damn cool.
They all damn pro lah, i watch until my jaws drop .
They played 5 quarters, then we had to play with seniors.
Not rly playing, cos bokster wants to point out their mistakes or sth liddat.
Just training them lah.
& in the match, my throws to xin yi is worse than shit.
Damn SCMI.
=.=, after training went to get my calculator from CHAN.
Then cooled down and went for bubble tea at clementi.
Went home with nisha, and the train was damn shuang.
The train was damn empty, for that peak hour, sat down and talk.
Walked home from station ..

Been informed that wed's training in the morning!
Yes! then my afternoon's free:D
& tmr going out with frida they all to catch a movie.
& also to buy a laptop case from num.
Hmm, gtg bathe.